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Sometimes things happen that are both good and bad and we can't decide if it's a rant or good news? So I thought this could be the place for those thoughts and stories. In the rants section because if it has a bad part to it then it's probably not the best of news. Give a bad and good part to the story...
BAD PART: Just had all 4 wisdom teeth removed and it hurts like hell, the pain medication (hydrocodone) doesn't really seem to work or make me "loopy" like all of my friends say. But then again it takes me 3 xanax to get relaxed so maybe I have a high tolerance? The laughing gas before the IV didn't do a thing to relax me so I cried when the put that crap in (I have a huge phobia of needles)... but I felt the pain for 30 seconds and don't remember a thing after that. And it sux I can't eat and all I'm swallowing is my blood GOOD PART: I can now get my family's sympathy haha. This message has been edited. Last edited by: Reginaoverdose, -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- THE FAMOUS FLOWER OF MANHATTAN..... Don't you ever miss me? Don't you ever miss meat? Don't you ever mince meat? Don't you ever mincth meat? |
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And there's always the fact that you had IV sedation and didn't have a bad reaction. An excellent thing to know for future reference.
That sucks about the pain meds. I got codine when I had mine out. Even though I had no pain, I took some anyway, for fun (haha)...and it did nothing for me at all. Hope you're feeling much better now! I love you, that's why I'm here. |
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A perfectly bittersweet event today. I feel like sharing.
Three years ago I was in a camp with my friend and there was this boy, kind of assistant leader of the camp, a year older than me. He was really nice and sweet and I had a huge crush on him during the camp. I was fourteen, shy and had basically no self-esteem, so I barely spoke to him. I quickly convinced myself that he has a girlfriend, he will think I'm ugly etc. After the camp I never met him until I ran into him today totally coincidentally. It took me a while to recognise him when he called my name in the railroad station. I was completely confused that he even remembered me, but we talked a while and it was so nice. I totally remembered why I had liked him so terribly much back then. He seemed so happy to see me and I was SO happy to see him, he asked me about me and I asked about him and laughed and was just ecstatic to meet him. I'm seventeen now, still shy but I do have a self-esteem, so I could actually enjoy it without being mortally nervous. He will move to London in two months to study and I guess I'll never see him again. I'm still sure that he has a girlfriend and I don't even know him well enough to tell if it matters to me or not. But he's still the sweetest and nicest guy I've never met, so I'm absolutely happy that I got to talk to him again and he remembered me and wanted to talk to me, but at the same time I know I'll never get to know him better and that makes me really sad. Bittersweet. I'm getting all nostalgic and softy. "I find it more comforting to believe that all 'this' isn't simply a test." |
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bittersweetness: Move in to college tmrw morning. Lived in the same house my whole life...
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- THE FAMOUS FLOWER OF MANHATTAN..... Don't you ever miss me? Don't you ever miss meat? Don't you ever mince meat? Don't you ever mincth meat? |
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It's gonna be good I wish you the absolute best!! ----------------------------- The lunatic is in my head... |
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Thank you for sharing something so incredibly sweet and personal with all of us... I love the stix. Maybe you will see him again, and if you don't, then you'll do fine. - "You peer inside yourself..." |
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